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Saturday, October 31, 2009
Ah, I missed Blogger. 4:42 AM

After using Blogger, I transferred to LiveJournal then my spazz space is now at Wordpress.

I wonder if I'll do use Blogger for a long time again.

How I wish.


Wednesday, August 5, 2009
August 3 Post (It should be, but it wasn't) 9:08 PM

Maknae’s day~

Okay, so here I am. I am locked in a room using MS Word to write what I am going to post on my blog. I feel really sad because I wasn’t able to do something that I should~


Maknae’s birthday means a lot to me. Add Otter’s and Kyu’s.


I just wish Mr. No Collar a very happy birthday. I am listening to I Am, how dumb did my sentence get? This is the first song that I’ve heard from a member of SS501. Solo song particularly. It was in their Mini Album U R Man. Lalalalalala~ I feel so sad now. Lalalalala~ pretending not to be. But I am really wishing him to be happy during his 20’s, as all the members wished for the group.

I’m leaving for Dubai in exactly a week, August 10. It sucks because I feel that I didn’t enjoy my vacation to the fullest. I swear, when I get back to Dubai, I’ll study hard ‘till my bones crack and my brain fall over. That way, I could prove to my parents that I could pass the standards here in the Philippines, and, I could study here starting next year.


And I just got accepted as a WS501 Artist. Waho. I just have to get my Photoshop back.


Oh, August 3, go away. No, no, no. Please stay. IDK~ I am so random already

I am a devoted fangirl and an official Triple S International member, really. So you do not have the rights to say that I am crazy or something over the boys. I just love them. You know the idol thingy? Yes, that’s it. I know a lot of you have band idols or actresses that you fall over your heels with.



Thursday, July 30, 2009
Did I just post? 12:26 AM

Oh well, I'm back to blogger. I've been dwelling around forums for some time now. And I am currently busy with photography works WHICH is hindered by vacation. Crazy right? I know I have lots of opportunities to go out and shoot, but there is something which hinders me to go out. Maybe because I have nothing to shoot. I'm like in a middle-class subdivision with no parks or something. My vacation is no boring, it's just that there's not much to do nowadays.

And for the things I'm getting busy about in the forums are Korean Pop Culture. Stuff like Wonder Girls, SNSD, SS501, Big Bang, a fangirl knows them to the bits. 

Those are such things which make me boringly-busy. And I guess my room's a clutter.


Wednesday, March 25, 2009
A day of fails and nots. 9:07 AM

And so the day where we have to prepare for Alice in Wonderland. Here's what happened:

So Rufila came with us. Then I forgot my key. I waited for 2 hours for my mother to arrive but she didn't. Then I left my guitar at the bottom of the stairs and headed straight for Nikki's salon where she and Rufila are waiting. I arrived there around 5:30. Then we did stuffs and stuffs. Then when we are going to buy our cloth, we walked, doh. Near the junction, we saw Ate Choni. We were walking behind her then we weren't expecting to see Bus 2 at the road. TITA PING SAW AND WAVED AT US *u*. Then sew sew and sew. Then Rufila was already having problems with her way home then I went home na. I met Sir Ed Guillen at the way LOL. Then yun. I called my mom through the supermarket's phone then, ALAS, my flatmate was just asleep during those happenings. FAIL. And here I am, typing.


Monday, March 23, 2009
After the long wait... 6:33 AM

I'm waiting for the Perfect World International update to finish. You see, I just finished downloading it whilst the game was updating a long time ago. It is a long wait, I know.

Just a random thought.

I really wish I wasn't a "known" person. Not popular, it's just that many people know me, not for being talented and for whatever GREEDY reason. It feels like hell hearing people talk shit about you and say that I'm a bastard for being with someone as bastard as me. Hey, I know you know whom I'm talking about. A correction:

I didn't really regret being in that situation. It's just that I learned something and things weren't fixed up between us. And on other note, he's the type of person who'd leave things as is, and I'm used to it.

So that's it. I guess I'll play Perfect World now. No time to waste.


Sunday, March 22, 2009
Plays 11:48 AM

Asides from the stressful activities scheduled today, which is moved to next Sunday due to KHDA, we have many plays to deal with. Alice in Wonderland, Ibong Adarna, Why Women Wash the Dishes, and a skit about Friendship.

We really don't know how to deal with them simultaneously. Especially the Alice in Wonderland, which has many characters. Of course, having many characters means we should use a lot of costumes and other props. It's very pressuring indeed, having the responsibility of having your groupmates work on a certain play. We don't even have the plan for costumes and stuff, and all we have is the script. But thanks God, we have a script, and that's one thing that matters.

Then Ibong Adarna, which is a Filipino play. It's kind of easy to deal with but the thing is, we don't know how to make a script. The words in the book is too verse-y, I say. Here's a sample:

"Matapos ko ang panata,
Haring bunyi sa Berbanya
sa anak mong pinipita,
handa akong tumalima."

"Kaya Haring matangkakal
di man dapat sa kalakhan,
kung ito po'y kasalanan
patawad mo'y aking hintay."

Hard to handle, eh?

..to be edited


Friday, March 20, 2009
Featured Galleries 9:55 PM

It just happened that I came through interesting and magnificent galleries on DevianART






~bigcitydreams' work.




~zemotion and her site zemotion.net




~slumberdoll is a very good photographer and a very beautiful model.




~failingjune is a 14 year-old serious hobby photographer.

I'll post more of them soon.